boredome (my life)

My life is so boring. But on top of that it's now very depressing, well more depressing than it was before for all the people that know me reading this. Yea my girlfriend Jakie, her blog is on this website if you want to read it, just moved to Canada over Christmas vacation. God i loved her. She ment so much to me, she was like my counselor/friend person who i told my life to during 4th hour p.e. class. i only knew her since August but she feels like one of my best friends that i've known for my entire life. God i miss her, i wish she was here right now so i could stop crying myself to sleep at nites. i'll always remember her, she actually gave me her tie that she got 3 years ago at a greenday concert in england. you see, she had backstage passes and she got to hang out with the band where she commented on Billy Joe Armstrong's tie and he gave it to her. and now she gave it to me as a "i'm moving away but i'll give you something to remember me by" presents. What i'm wondering is why she woulg give it to me and that tie which ment so much to her. Oh well, i'll let it go for now. so right now i'm sitting on my floor in front of the tv typing. yea my mom blocked the internet on my computer so when i got a nintendo wii i found out that it had the internet on it and it wasn't parentally controlled. YEA!!! so this is the only way i can ever get on the internet. but it's irritating because you can't download songs. well gota go now au revoir!!!!